Friday, July 05, 2013
I have been away for awhile. My story is that I was about 550 lbs. I went down to 350, had the Lapland done. I then lost another 100 lbs. I was so happy. I started having personal problems. I let everything spiral down. I am back up to 350 lbs. I feel fat, ugly, and miserable. I cannot find anything to motivate me. My mental state of mind is awful! I work, but outside of that, I have no friends, no social life. I have 3 children that are grown, and 2 grandaughters, who will be 7. Even that cannot motivate me. I get on a natural high one day, workout, and on cloud nine, then boom. I am not worth it, blah, blah, blah. Anyone one have any advice? Help!