Friday, July 05, 2013
I am so upset. Why do these things always happen to us? We were so anxious to have this huge debt paid off and were planning to use the extra money to get caught up on house payments and now find out that we still owe $1500 on it. That will put everything behind again We don't need any more stress. I know this will play havoc with my eating too. I was already up some this morning. We just can't seem to win no matter what we do. I've been trying to put everything in God's hands, but I'm starting to feel like Job. If God is trying to teach us a lesson I wish we would hurry up and learn it. I just feel like running away somewhere and never coming back. I just don't know what to do but I can't take a whole lot more.