Thursday, July 04, 2013
I always been chubby ever since elementary but I just got fatter and fatter. Granted my medicine I was on wasn't helping.That was my main problem and I admit I over ate too. I just kept on gaining and gaining and I got tired of it. I tried many diets and they never worked because it seams like each time I go on a diet my mom buys more and more junky food and I cave. I love my fruit and veggies and never really was a pop girl. All I drink is water unless I get an not often craving. See I never really seen what I did wrong. I never was the sportsy type though witch being hefty I should say didn't make you friends. The so called "cool kids" picked on me. I felt lonely and sad but I did have friends. Its the same with high school. I feel gross and I want to do this mainly for myself, for my health , self esteem, but I also want to prove something. I want to see a test and see if more people try to become my friend and if they do I can say "Screw you , you never liked me before.". So far on my journey I'm doing great. It is slow but really good. I lost some inches and 3 pounds and the diet I designed for me fits me well. I decided to drink 3-4 liters of water a day instead of 8 cups a day. It really does help. I gain through the day but lose it by morning and I think that's what helps me alot. My weight when I started was 216 now I'm 213 pounds and would like to be 125 or some where close witch isn't bad for a girl 5'2 .Thanks for reading my first blog post I hope you got something out of it and hope you do well. Please comment and give me feed back.