Thursday, July 04, 2013
I remember when I quit smoking I was surprised by the freedom it brought me. Freedom from worry. Did I remember to put a pack...and a lighter in my purse? Do I have enough cigarettes? If not, do I have enough money to pick up a pack? Will I have to go outside to light up? I no longer had to worry about this extra burden I had placed on myself and it felt fantastic. I have been smoke free for at least 5 years but I still remember very vividly when that feeling of freedom from cigarettes first hit me.
I now think of my extra weight in the same way. I imagine that when I get to my goal weight I will have the freedom to open my closet and have many choices.....not worrying about what will fit this week or which shirt will hide my big belly (the answer is NONE). I will have the freedom to do the same activities as my more active friends- beach, hiking, bike riding, etc. Yes, I can do all those things now but I can't do those activities with the freedom of someone who doesn't have over a 150 pounds to lose...... but I will. Just like I conquered smoking, I will also conquer my weight problem. It is a slow process and the results aren't as quick to manifest themselves but if I look closely I notice that: my clothes are a little bit looser, I have more energy, I don't crave sugar like I used to and I have hope like I haven't had hope in a very long time. Mmmhh, maybe the results are pretty quick after all !!!
Happy Independence Day to all of us as we continue to follow the Spark!