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Fear vs. Faith

Wednesday, July 03, 2013

When I got home from work today, I finally realized that when I'm at work...it's my safe place. But when I'm home...that's when the fear sets in.
I have a lot of anxiety over my unpaid bills, and my inability to pay them at this time.
I have faith that once I get my exam for my LPN done then I will be able to start paying them again.
In the meantime, I'm trying to focus on the faith I have that will get me to where I need to be, and on the many blessings I have right now in my life.
It's a struggle sometimes, but I know that This Too Shall Pass...
Feeling optimistic!! :)
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    You are right. Things will get better. It will all be worth it one day.
    1711 days ago
    During the dark time of cancer I kept telling myself "Everything is exactly as it is supposed to be" and that helped a lot. Today I have forgotten it and my fear of not having money, of dying from obesity, of not being able to cope with things have returned... thanks for reminding med that I can work with this mantra again!
    1716 days ago
    (HUGS) I know the feeling - faith is much better than fear. You will pass your exam and God will take care of you while you move toward erasing those bills.
    1717 days ago
    Courage! You're in my prayers
    1717 days ago
    I'm glad that you're finding faith in the face of fear and feeling optimistic in the midst of that storm. Now,that is real faith! Praise the Lord! May God's blessings with you as you prepare and take this exam.
    1717 days ago

    Comment edited on: 7/3/2013 5:53:34 PM
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