Wednesday, July 03, 2013
Hello, my name is Becca, I'm 33 and I'm a sugarholic. It has been excatly ZERO days since my last sugar binge.
Feel devestated.... can't hop back on the train. I was doing quite okay the fisr part of the day. Even though I didn't have any motivation I made myself do an exercise video. And then a parcel from Germany arrived. From mum. With German sweets. I put them away. I tried to distract myself. I did the school run. Nothing helped. Only one thought ruled my brain: "I wanna eat them. All of them." It feels like my brain is short wired.. or a bomb exploded up there. I haven't eaten all of it... so I reckon that's a good thing. I don't feel absolutely sick yet.
So I will try again tomorrow... and the day after... and the day after that.... hopefully it will be easier once my hubby is back.