Tuesday, July 02, 2013
Seriously, I am having serious issues with my self control lately. I don't have very many junk food items in my house, but, man when I do get my hands on the ones I do have, I go crazy! Example, there was a big bag of cooler ranch doritos for $1! I decided to buy them for my husband.
I think I ended up eating more than he did! I just didn't stop!
I am in serious need of a kick in the butt! We are going through a horrible heatwave right now. All weekend it was over 110 out. Saturday it was still 104 at 7pm! It's cooled to the high 90s since yesterday though. To get to the point... exercising sounds evil. I am so hot! Im so scared to look at the electric bill next month. I don't think our A/C went off over the weekend. That was just to keep our house in the mid 80s. I think at some points it was 89-90 in our house with it on. I hate even thinking about it. Anyway, its cooling off and I need to get it together with my eating. No more junk food! I need to form a contract with myself. I need to start exercising again! I can't keep talking myself out of everything and into eating anything! The scale is starting to go up again. I hate seeing it. I just don't even know if I can trust it though. My clothes fit the same. So I am trying not to let the scale get me down.
Well, Im done rambling. Im really gonna pray about my self control. Wish me luck... I can do this!!!