Roll With It
Monday, July 01, 2013
I have just about run out of organizing that I can do around the house. Put all the clothes from storage to the black car to have Zack take it to cousins and will finish packing the shed back to max before picking up ninety year old mom and bringing her to see what we have done to the house so far. Moved the unused tools from Rons shelves back to his building and replaced them with the ones we do use in a different caddy with a handle since Zacks wood Boy Scout toolbox made them too heavy to move. I was EXTREMELY lucky because when I tried to take it into the house, all the heavy stuff like the hammer and wrench fell out at my feet but not on me.
Had a much easier work night than yesterday but for the third night in a row, didn't hear from the mother of a girl that was supposed to return from furlough on Wednesday at 6 pm until after 9 pm. Doctor said we aren't extending it anymore and she will be discharged tomorrow. I was a bit overcome by the rudeness of having the man that hired me call AFTER MIDNIGHT on a Friday night so I sent it to voicemail but he didn't leave a message. I'm sure it was probably a butt dial but it was still very weird to see. My friends know I can never sleep before 2 but there is no way he would. And nothing else happened that would give him a reason to want to check in. And I wouldn't have even known who it was from if he hadn't called last week to have me and the med nurse meet with a doctor.
Ron works Saturday so he can have a six day weekend when I only get four next week for the coast. So. I'm having mom and sister over. I have come up with a new project so I don't get in a hurry about the house. Aside from realizing I got an awesome new app which lets me find and download just about any music I want for free (68 so far...in one day). I'm gonna go through ALL of my raw material photo and video dvds and do a little creative filmmaking like I did with my Counting Crows and Augustana concert pix and films. Remodeling the house. Weight loss. Whatever. But this one is going alot faster so what can I do next? I already went through the whole large book of picture cds over the weekend.
Well they were sold out of the paneling which was a disappointment but I was set to force myself to let it go...all the way up until he had the nerve to call me a liar. He always does his best to put the blame on me for ANYTHING that doesn't go to plan and usually I take it but sometimes it is just too ridiculous and I just can't do it. He says its my fault we didn't get it because we should have got it when we were there. I didn't even KNOW about it when we were there! So he keeps arguing about it and then calls me a LIAR. Wow. I can prove every bit of it with dates. I found out they had it by a Facebook post. I can get that date and show that it was AFTER we had picked out and paid for the cabinets but being right is not the point in this case. The point is that calling me a liar and totally refusing to believe that he can make a mistake is a ton of boloney. And I'm sick of it. He never ever says sorry for anything but he did make a case saying they probably would be the defective paneling that comes from Home Depot. Before he had said he looked at them and the guy said he could get more but they say they can't get more and now he says he didn't look at them...WHO is the liar? I decided all I had to do was make it known that it was extremely uncool so after we watched The Call which was very good, I told him. And he started again so I went outside. Came back in and put another movie in but he's pouting and keeping it on tv so I am just listening to all my cool free mp3 downloads with earbuds while I play on the tablet. He made me buy two hundred dollars of Atkins food just for him and buy his gas and Gentleman Jack.
I sure was an idiot earlier this week. I'm sure it happens alot with people who lose a bunch of weight but even though I know to only get size 6 to 8 in jeans now (!) I still can't get in my head how much I have lost everywhere. I bought halters and tank tops with built in bras for our vacation but I bought them all three sizes too big and had to exchange them. Just found out what I was calling skirts are new age tube tops. Actually pretty cool that they hide the belly. Zack is proud cuz I gave him the key to the black car since he has been paying so much more on his student loans and he picked up ELEVEN extra shifts for July.