Starting Over ... Again
Monday, July 01, 2013
I need to seriously some how regain my spark. I am sick and tired of the scale constantly going up. It's up 5.8 lbs in the past 6 weeks.
Today is my 13th anniversary. We went to Corpus Christi for a couple of days, then drove down to South Padre before we spent Saturday night in Harlingen. We drove back home yesterday. We used to always take our anniversary week off and just go some place but our jobs won't allow it. Donnie had to take 2 days of leave for the weekend for us to go away. It's always nice just to get a way even if it's for a couple of days.
My endoscopy went well. It didn't really find anything. There is some sort of thickening in my esophagus. The doctor threw 2 different "itis" words at me but it doesn't explain my swallowing problems. The office called me on Friday while I was in Corpus saying that he wants me to repeat the endoscopy in 6 months ... you have got to be kidding me!!! I'm pissed and hubby is furious!!! We had to pay the hospital $1,000 up front that the insurance didn't pay. This doesn't even include the surgeon's fees or all the biopsys he had done (about 20). My daughter actually paid the hospital since we didn't have the money. He put me one some medicine he wants me to on for 6 months before he redoes the scope and he wants to see me back in 3 months. Hubby's mad because I didn't get a 2nd opinion.
By my anniversary next year, I want to be getting close to my goal weight. I know I won't be there but I want to be one hot looking momma compared to what I am right now. I seriously need to get my spark back in order for that to happen.