Sunday, June 30, 2013
Today we took the two boy cats Asher and Maxi to the vet to get neutured. However on Saturday maxi came home with a couple of war wounds. So we were hummmmming and haaaaing whether to take him to the after hours vet. Yesterday his leg had appeared a little less sore for him.And we noticed he had a wound on his tail. We rang the vet and asked them for their advise. And we took them both in to the vet for their procedure. They are still there.
My first client I usually have each morning wasn't there today so I didn't have her to shower. I have a client shortly where I just do her housework. I am a support worker and I go into people's home and help them with personal care and household duties. I love and hate it for different reasons. I love the clients-most of them.They are mostly elderly, and I learn so much working with elderly people. I prefer the social work side of things. But not that many of the jobs are like that. I mean I aren't a fan of doing housework. Since I've done this job I've found it harder to do my own. But I think that is also where my mind is at. Coz I am still a little messed up and trying to change that. Although I will always be me-whatever way that is. I would never want to be like or be anybody else.
Today it would have been my treasured mum's 70th birthday or maybe 71st. Except she died so so many years ago. I never got to know mum, I miss her, I wish she was around, I wish she never got sick. But life didn't allow any of that to happen-OMG doesn't life just so suck sometimes??!! But life for me and so many other people would have been a different road on so many levels if mum never got sick. To figure or even consider what would have been different if mum never got sick I would have to retrace my whole life starting from when I was seven. And my kids would not be here, a million and one other things would have been different. And life is like that I guess. But I must acknowledge my darling mum today. She was 22 years older than me, and she died when I was 17. Mum I love you for ever xx
This is one of the few pictures I have of my mum and it is pretty special to me. My mum of course is the one in the wheelchair, who is blind and can't use any of her limbs. My sister is on mums knee and my brother and me are standing. That photo was taken when I was about ten. it was my first ever camera. It was taken at home when mum used to come home for the day on Sundays.