Sunday, June 30, 2013
Ive been MIA for a year now. had another cancer scare. im really looking into removing my breast and then getting reconstruction. this roller coaster ride every 6 months is killing me.
shortly after my scare my niece age 43 (my favorite) landed in hospital this past January and to find out she had stage 4 cancer of the hip and with further examination it happened it had spread all over her body. she passed away this last April. I was devastated ...i'm still struggling with her loss. im fighting depression. don't want to go to that dark place. so its really been hard for me to focus on anything. being an emotional eater like I am im sad to say I've gained back all my weight lost. 67 pounds :-( I could kick myself in the butt. im so angry im ready to begin again. today is my first day. I need all the encouragement I can get. Prayers needed. I am posting a new challenge to lose 10 pounds in July come and join me..i need the encouragement, the support of all my spark friends. the link is below. www.sparkpeople.com/mysp