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I feel like I need to be honest with you

Sunday, June 30, 2013

I suck - I have been really REALLY sucking.

Basically everything I know I should be doing has not been happening. Remember that 30 lbs I lost, yeah, well, it's about 11 now. I am so upset with myself.

I had a 5k this weekend that was supposed to be my motivation to get out and run again - well I had completely set up myself for disaster. I didn't train, hydrate, eat the morning of - plus I was running late and missed the last bus so I had a 3 mile walk back to my car. I actually cried I was so mad at myself.

I know what I need to do. I know how to do it. I just can't get off my ass and do it. UGH - I'm so mad at myself.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
JLR080500 7/5/2013 9:23AM

    I am right there with you!

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CARRILU 7/4/2013 6:42PM

    Oh my gosh, I so get it. I am sad for your tears but I understand the disappointment. YOU. CAN. DO. THIS..................Today.

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EMMACORY 7/4/2013 1:56PM

    It is frustrating....remember it is about progress not perfection as you aim for a healthy life style. emoticon

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RYDERB 7/4/2013 1:45PM


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LJCANNON 7/1/2013 8:16AM

    emoticon You have acknowledged the Problem and that can be the Hardest part of any Successful Plan. You Cannot change the Past. Don't let Regret or Recriminations use up One Minute of your Future.
emoticon Your Successful Future is in Your Hands.

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JCARDINAL 6/30/2013 1:29PM

    Never give up! Just get back on track now! emoticon

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KJACOBS1111 6/30/2013 12:18PM

    emoticon Progress, not perfection. Keep @ it!

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IYA_EKUNDAYO 6/30/2013 9:45AM

    Don't give up.
Stand up brush yourself off and keep pushing.
You can do it.
How bad do you want it?

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SNOW_LEOPARD_74 6/30/2013 9:31AM

    No more excuses, just do it and do it for yourself. If you make a bad choice, get back upand make your next choice a good one . You CAN do this but only when you are ready.

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JERZRN 6/30/2013 8:58AM

    Think if today as day 1 and start over?

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LOSE4LIFE47 6/30/2013 8:48AM


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LJBKENT 6/30/2013 8:47AM

    emoticon Time to get back on track - START TODAY!


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