Saturday, June 29, 2013
It is so quiet in the house right now. I talked to mom for about maybe ten minutes total today and she told me that she went to the hospital and had to get a blood transfusion done.
She sounded tired when she called.
Today I have done the dishes I had left to soak last night and also did the laundry.
Made dinner of a morning star farms burger without bread along with green beans, carrots and stewed tomatoes.
Snack after dinner was a pack of skinny cow dreamy clusters.
I am running low on food for the rest of the month as well as money and I will not get my social security payment into the bank until Wednesday and I get paid from work on Thursday.
I miss not having mom with me here in the house. It is so lonely at home without her here.
Right now she would be asleep on the couch upstairs and I would be asleep on the loveseat across from her or at the very least trying to read a book while stretched out on the love seat.
I also feel horrible knowing that she is not eating anything at all as she says that due to her problems with her esophagus...she cannot eat.
I just want to cry right now...I miss her so much...it is like a part of me has died all over again.
It is just like I am an orphan.