Saturday, June 29, 2013
Sometimes I really hate that. Most of the time I wish I wasn't so dependable. It can really be a burden at times. There are days that I just want to give up and say who the heck cares anymore? I'm sure there is someone who does. Days that tell me to quit exercising, eat till I explode, travel the U.S. and forget about everything but me comes, but they go just as fast, it's unrealistic.
Yes, I'm slipping some, not so much with nutrition or exercise, but with my attitude. I'm just plain tired of doing all the time while others just sit on their rears and expect me to handle everything. I guess daddy is lucky to have me. Now and then I get a fleeting thought of jumping a train and just letting it take me wherever. It sounds like fun but I know I would never do that. *sigh*
Okay, so this was my pity party and it's over. Hugs!