Friday, June 28, 2013
I just can't afford it. I'm really upset about this. I was truly looking forward to going back to the gym. I guess I'm going to have to find another way to get my exercise in. Maybe I can go to my mom's house to work out. The only thing I don't like about that idea is how she acts when I get on a diet. She feels the need to give me advice about every little thing I'm doing "You should try this" or "Why don't you do it like that?" and while I know in my heart that she's just trying to help it gets on my last nerve. It just makes me feel like the fact that I'm working on my weight isn't enough, I have to do it her way. I'll try talking to her about it because I know the only way I can try to change that is to tell her how her actions make me feel but there's this part of me that keeps saying it wont make a difference. Wont know til I try will I? Besides I don't really have any other option right now.