Friday, June 28, 2013
So I'm having a pore body image kind of day so far. The last two weeks have been stressful and I've dealt with it buy using food and excuses. Now I'm up on the scale over 5 lbs heavier. I'm sure a lot of it is water retention from all the sodium! However, I let myself go mentally and physically.
Makeup, fake boobs, lip injections, botox, plastic surgery, and photoshop. What is real these days?
I've been feeling like ... My boobs are flat and questioning if I should start wearing makeup?
Why are we told that inner beauty is what counts and then re enforced on a daily basis that we live in a contradicting society that beautiful is bought or faked or both.
Self hating over what? Self hating over unrealistic ideals and pressures.
Stupid to judge myself against everything and always set my self up for an unsatisfactory mind set.
Maybe I just grew up a little but I'm just disgusted with the kay-rap that is portrayed out in the world or maybe just in America. Every form of entertainment or advertisement consciously and subconsciously forms dysfunctional thoughts and ego's.
Why can't we get more support for being plain, simple, and real.