bird is here this week.
means lots and lots of food and not really working out.
except...this time, its different.
i am 140.2 this morning.
last friday, when they came, i was 139.
can i complain?
nope nope nope.
i have mostly been tracking my food--a bite here and there but mostly not.
ive forgone dessert and just had chips or something.
i am PROUD of me.
but at the same time, i dont even know why.
i mean, it is not something i thought i was going to do.
it just has been a fluke, i guess?
ive worked out every day for at least 90 minutes.
today i got in 3 hours PLUS i hiked for about 90 minutes up the appalachian trail.
bird and i skyped with my ma and that didnt go too well.
it was all that i looked sick and bird said, do you know what she has for breakfast, grandma?
she has 4 pieces of veggie bacon and 2 veggie sausages and thats it!
now, is it many calories? no, its 200 calories..
but is it a lot?
a "normal" eating family would probably say thats a fine breakfast but not mine!
my mom is shaking her head and saying: you're going overboard with this weight loss and you not only look sick, you're going to make yourself sick.
i finally actually got pretty fed up and although my tone was kidding, i was pissed.... and just said, listen.
my weight and my eating habits are no longer up for discussion.
the husband doesnt say anything about my weight. didnt when i was heavy, doesnt now.
and i asked him if he thought it was true that i dont look good and he said no.
anyways, just quick update.