Thursday, June 27, 2013
I've lost 2lbs in 2 days. somehow I don't think that's a good thing. I know I've dropped it because of marrital stess. Things are getting better though. He's actually talking to me sort of and everyone is assuring me that I am in the right including his family. It's going to take time to get him to see it that way though and if he can't then we truly are over. We'll see what progress I make over the weekend with him. If I don't see us coming to a resolution, then for my own mental health I'm going to have to write up separation papers.
A lot of people in the office commented on my weight loss today. Again, not sure how good that is. I suffered from anorexia my freshman year of college so I'm very careful not to slip into that behavior again. I'm still eating just not as much this week. I truly haven't had much of an appetite and my system is so off from all this stress that when I do eat my stomach just gets upset. But I'm making sure that when I do eat that it's good protein to keep me going. I need energy to stay healthy for my son.