Thursday, June 27, 2013
It seems weird because I am not seeing a lot of differences in the scale, but even weirder is that I don't care this week. I found out this week that I made the honor roll with high distinction, had a new student try out my kickboxing class, went and lifted weights in my school gym for the first time, and my relationship with my dad is the best its been. I am more confident and I feel good. I don't feel lazy or heavy. I feel proud and light. The changes I am making in this one area of my life are spilling over into other areas, and its benefiting everything I am doing. I am trying new things and experiencing less anxiety.
Seemingly, I am making progress. But it has no quantitative measure. And I am perfectly okay with that.