Sink or swim.....I don't have the guts.
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
I'm getting to that point in my life again where I hate my job and need to find a new one. My husband's in his new one over a year and he loves it. I'm jealous. He asks why I can't just get something different and I don't have anything to say except i'm looking and there is nothing out there. I've said it before, but I really really wish that we had a stamp on our head telling us what we were to do with our life. If I came out to be a pooper scooper that darnit I'd make the best pooper scooper ever. He says i'm the best worker at any job I've ever had and it's true, but I can't seem to find any thing out there. Oh and I've been looking for over two years i've been looking. He says i need to ask all these contacts I have, but how do I do that when I know these contacts through my job? Do I just randomly say "hey i hate my job, why don't you hire me?" BECAUSE it's tacky. I wasn't raised like that. I have never ever quit a job unless i was moving and one time I got laid off, but that's it. How do I "grow a pair" and find something else? I think i need to quit and then 'sink or swim it'. But I'm big on paying stuff and having money and worrying about all those types of things. It makes me sick, like right now I'm hyper ventilating just thinking about no job no money nothing. Help me please.