Wednesday, June 26, 2013
I have majorly fallen off the bandwagon. With finishing up my bachelor's of social work, everything fell to the wayside-eating right, working out, and taking time for myself. Now, I am at the highest weight I have ever been and I feel like complete and total crap. If I was discouraged before, I am even more so. I can't continue on like this. I am acutely aware of how my body feels with the weight and how I look with all this extra weight. Sometimes I feel so powerless to do anything about it. I have adopted the mindset of "I'll always have been fat and will be, so why bother?" I know that is not good for me, but that is how I am feeling right now.