Tuesday, June 25, 2013
I did my coreworkout yesterday went awesome still feeling it today. I lost a pound so one pound away from my first goal yah i'm so excited. I'm inviting everyone to celebrate when I reach it. Organization is going fine still work in progress. Snacking is under control finally.
Alright I realized last week what my main issue is and why I always feel like no matter what I do it is never enough. I'm angry about things that have happened in the past. I am working on forgiving myself because that is the main reason I can't move on from the past.
It is not healthy to live like this angry and stress is not what I want in my life and i'm making progress it is just sad it has taken this long to figure out my issues but sometimes what is right in front of you is not clear.
Now it is so what to do It is me that is in the driver seat and I need to drive my car so that is what i'm doing. I have let the past drive my car for so long enough is enough. The past is not going to control my life anymore. I need to take the lessons I have learned from the past and stop living in the past. Sorry needed to vent. Thanks for reading and listening.