Tuesday, June 25, 2013
I had this boss years ago and I was in the middle of my weight loss when she told me "losing weight is fun!" I must have given her a WTF look in frusteration cuz she said "Really it is, it's exciting to lose weight". She was the weight I am now and she was on maintenance at WW's. I guess what brings this up is I feel like the past few days I have been running into so many ppl saying "ughhh losing weight takes forever!!" or if I tell them about my loss they say "How did you do that??" Dr. Oz's magic rain forest pills of course! No! I freaking got off the couch. I also stopped eating garbage, cuz lets face it you are what u eat. And I was leaving a literal dent in the couch...And yes losing weight is FUN! It can be frusterating at times but seriously what is cooler than dropping weight and having an exuse to splurg on new clothes and get compliments from friends and coworkers? I kinda wish I was losing weight again and that excitement of seeing the scale go down. Fitting into new and exciting sizes. I miss that it was a great feeling. So you girls and boys out there with weight to lose. Enjoy the ride! Have fun and buy that cute blouse and think of me lol Also remember you didn't put the weight on overnight... so why u expecting it to come off that fast? Enjoy!
I got this new app for my phone called Whisper and ugh it's addictive. Lots of girls with eating disorders. It's kinda nice to try to help. I can see myself in the past in so many of their comments. Funny how many things in life can only be resolved by waiting them out growing up a little bit. But no 20 yr old wants to hear that, I sure didn't want to at that age.
I went for a run this morning and usually I don't give myself permission to walk. I love when I run with Scott and it's a tad bit warm and he says "we can cut it short if your too hot" What??? What??? Did you just challenge me make the route even longer to torment YOU?? lol ANYWAY it was overcast when I left for the run this morning and the sun came out to bless me with it's wrath on top of 80 degree humidity. Toward the end I had to walk, I had to give myself permission to walk. I always see running as a personal challenge. But when a run sucks, a run sucks. Don't kill your next run to stroke your ego a little this go around.
Day 151: Happy Bella/Sad Bella. She managed to eat a bee or something related and bloated up again. Thanks benedyl for helping her....again. Her temp is down and she is finally sleeping. Neither of my other dogs have ever done this, yet she has eaten 4 bees somehow. Thank god her grampa and grandma have a vet business!