What's the point?
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Fallen off the wagon again this week........ this '3 day diet' I'm doing is easy, and I like it. But last week OH came home early and ruined it, and we just had a row because he was being unreasonable AGAIN and started yelling at me AGAIN and now I'm drinking wine and eating chocolate......
I just don't see the point. Well I do actually: my kids. They're the only point!! When they've flown the coop... that'll be my ticket to freedom. Sadly I don't think I'll've enriched their lives much prior to that, so the sooner they 'fledge' the better - for them! My little darlings xxx
What's the point trying to lose weight, get fit, be a good mum, work, cook, shop, blah blah....... doesn't get me anywhere. No-one appreciates it. No-one cares. My mum cared, but she's recently gone......... :( I miss her so.............
Made big mistake YEARS ago and feel like I'm paying for it: forever!
So fed up.
SO FED UP!