Monday, June 24, 2013
i don't know about you, but i get this best spark blogs of the week sent to my email. i won't lie, i don't always read it.
but i read one just recently about a guy asking about us sparkers who have disappeared. well as a sparker who frequently disappears, i can tell you this.
we are not on the site. therefore we are doing bad eating/exercising. and we feel guilty, fat, and unmotivated, also we feel that our bad eating/exercising is allowed or deserved (maybe we've been going through rough times). but we desperately need to be back on the site.
but we have not made our health a priority.
so here i am. i NEED to track. yet i haven't in a month or so. and my legs are the fattest they've ever been. and i need to wear a bathing suit in 3 days. and i can't just hide in the water. i've got to stand and supervise children in said bathingsuit.
yep. i'm feeling pretty down on myself.
but i'm telling myself tomorrow is another day, and tomorrow i'm going to make better choices than i made today.