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in response to some happy sparker

Monday, June 24, 2013

i don't know about you, but i get this best spark blogs of the week sent to my email. i won't lie, i don't always read it.

but i read one just recently about a guy asking about us sparkers who have disappeared. well as a sparker who frequently disappears, i can tell you this.

we are not on the site. therefore we are doing bad eating/exercising. and we feel guilty, fat, and unmotivated, also we feel that our bad eating/exercising is allowed or deserved (maybe we've been going through rough times). but we desperately need to be back on the site.

but we have not made our health a priority.

so here i am. i NEED to track. yet i haven't in a month or so. and my legs are the fattest they've ever been. and i need to wear a bathing suit in 3 days. and i can't just hide in the water. i've got to stand and supervise children in said bathingsuit.

yep. i'm feeling pretty down on myself.

but i'm telling myself tomorrow is another day, and tomorrow i'm going to make better choices than i made today.
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  • VIOLET_GREWE
    I have been afraid of coming back too, NEED to!!! so much better with spark emoticon
    1257 days ago
  • CLPURNELL
    Hey being back here is a step. Never be afraid to come back. there is no ridicule or shame only support. you can do this and you are worth it!
    1261 days ago
  • CLPURNELL
    Hey being back here is a step. Never be afraid to come back. there is no ridicule or shame only support. you can do this and you are worth it!
    1261 days ago
  • DR8561
    I've been back for a whole week now. It makes such a difference when I'm tracking and checking in every day. When I start thinking I can handle things on my own, I'm headed for trouble (stinkin' thinkin'). Here's to new beginnings! emoticon
    1264 days ago
  • STEVENKIND
    I am the worst slacker when I don't stay here and do this. Still trying to lose what was gained when I left for awhile. We can do this!!
    1264 days ago
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