Monday, June 24, 2013
Tomorrow will be two years since my mom passed away. I think it hurts just as much as the day it happened. I know I miss and love her just as much. So I guess that's why it hurts just as bad. I feel like I'm all alone in this and I'm just dragging everyone down around me if I talk about it.
My dad has remarried and I know that he has moved on I just thought he would still be a little sad from time to time. But according to his new wife he was always pinning away for her through the whole time they had been apart. Which maybe she is right. Maybe that's why it didn't take him anytime at all to go on with his life. After watching the Notebook I realized maybe my parents didn't have that kind of love. I always thought they did. Maybe I'm just deluding myself into thinking that kind of love is real.
I'm just having a bad moment and I know it will pass. If it hurts this much today what's tomorrow going to be like?