Monday, June 24, 2013
Welp I didn't have to help my Dads girlfriend...someone else did...prob for the best..
bc i dont really speak to my Dad much... being around him hurts me more than helps and I've been happier.
It also made me realize how strong of a person I am. Not many people can forgive the person who abused them for 15yrs and allow them back into their life.... I did that...I gave him many chances because I loved him...he is my dad...how can you love someone who has hurt you...yet sometimes hate them...im done trying tho because it just held me back....
My moms dying hurt so much but it finally freed me of my Dad...I never would have stopped coming around because I loved my Mom so much.
Thank God for saving me every single day.
Thank God for everything good and wonderful I have and even with the bad it made me into the wonderful person I am..