Monday, June 24, 2013
The one word you NEVER want to hear. . . Cancer! Not only have we heard it once we are told it is a very strong possibility to have it again. My hubby is a survivor of 18 years and low and behold it is believe to be back with a vengeance. A lung biopsy has been done and now the excruciating waiting to endure. I have to remind myself, ' The Will of GOD Will Not Take You Where The Grace of GOD Will Not Protect You'. It is hard to understand why we go through these trials but we do become stronger because of them. As I was reminded of today we have to look for the GOOD in the BAD. For some reason our journey has taken us down this path for a GOOD reason, we just have to open our eyes and wait to see it. Whatever "IT" is. I pray we do have our eyes open to see what the Lord wants from us at this time. Humility? I know we will definitely have that. Patience? Absolutely, we are awaiting the results. Which take a week or a little longer. (We are almost finished with the waiting!) Faith? I don't even want to think of not having faith. Faith has sustained us thus far! It will continue to do so. We will continue to pray for the best, live each day as our last, Loving each other. You never know when life can be snatched away from you without a warning.
As for Sparking I just cannot focus on myself my focus is on my husband. I know I still have to try to eat healthy. It is in the back of my mind. I don't know when will be the right time to focus on Sparkpeople but I do know I will try to stay positive through both of these journeys I am walking through right now.