Monday, June 24, 2013
Things have gone just terribly wrong for me in life these days...in a multitude of ways. Ever since I got back from America I have been on a rapid downhill slide like I have never experienced before. Everywhere I turn things seem to be falling apart. Fortunately my little family is wonderful and we all love each other very much...the most important thing.
I cannot even talk about it all. I do not even feel like myself. It is a time for strength and a time that on many levels I feel so weak and I cannot talk about it...mainly because this is social media. I am contemplating...do I just tear it all up and start again? Get rid of this page and come back anonymously. Never state my unusual name on my new page and have more freedom...I wonder.
Trouble is...so many of my Spark friends are so important. I suppose I could set my page to private but I enjoy making new friends and even still...I am not sure if I could say what I want to say. Or maybe I just scrap it all and go it alone? Keep the page but share much less about my life. I don't know.
I'm losing weight though. Who ho.