Monday, June 24, 2013
So I had a few ups and downs....depressed for a bit, but got out of it. realized that feeling down was not going to help anything. I ran into someone who wants to really help me out. I honestly prayed for someone like this to come along. And she is helping me to stay motivated with my meals and all....literally calling and texting me daily to check on my progress...with her help along with Sparkpeople.com I am sure that I will reach my goal. I am giving myself one year of being faithful and dedicating myself fully. I have been way harder on myself than I should have and I admitted this before. Of the 15 lbs I lost I gained 5 back. But now I don't wanna go backwards anymore. I read over some old journals and realized that I have been the exact same size prob for the past 8 years or so.....TIME FOR A CHANGE!