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Sunday, June 23, 2013

Yesterday was the first time in over a month I didn't log in... yesterday was the day we found out my FIL has stage 4 terminal pancreatic cancer. I am at a loss for words right now, and am trying to stay true to Christ and rely on Him to be the light in this darkness but it is so overwhelmingly dark. 12 years ago my MIL lost her 1st husband to the same disease. A family that is going through this unimaginable pain, not once, but twice. A family that started to look for God again and believe that there was a loving God is faced with yet another great loss. How can I explain a loving God to them? How can I be a light when all they see is hurt, pain, suffering, loss. I know that even though we mourn, the angels rejoice at another life Home... but it is hard to hold on during this time. The doctors said he has a month at most. we just found out 2 weeks ago that he was sick, and we just found out yesterday that the tumors are growing at a rapid rate. His kidney function is only at 16%. Our son never got to meet his first grandpa (my husbands dad) because the disease took him at the young age of 50! And now he is loosing his other grandpa that he loves so much to the same disease at the young age of 59. Please pray for a miracle, pray for God to come to our family at this dark time and bring a peace and comfort that surpasses all understanding. And pray that I could find the words necessary and be the light that continues to shine in a world that is so dark right now. Thank you everyone. emoticon

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ANGELREJOICES54 6/25/2013 7:01PM

    My dear I am truly sorry, i pray for your strength And that the Holy Spirit will lead and guide you win what to say and do. I know that it looks Dark But I pray that not only God Move on your behalf but in this family. Lord in the name of Jesus We Plead that blood of Jesus and speak healing and deliverance now in the name of Jesus I do pray Amen.

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JADED_CHICK19 6/24/2013 1:23PM

    I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this terrible time. My uncle died 2 weeks before my wedding of Lukemia so you have my deepest deepest sympathies. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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CHUBBYFENCER 6/24/2013 1:55AM

    I wouldn't wish such a circumstance on and your family have my deepest sympathy and I will be holding you in my thoughts.


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.DUSTY. 6/23/2013 9:45PM

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2BEHEALTHY2014 6/23/2013 8:22PM

    I am so sorry.

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NEWCHICK 6/23/2013 8:21PM

    I Have begun praying for your family. Stay strong and know that God will lead you through this tough time. Your faith will be a light and a great example for your family. I am glad they have a Christian with them to share God's love when they need it the most. Hugs! Candy

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57OLDS 6/23/2013 3:49PM

  We will pray for you and your family. My heart goes out to you-may God give you strength each and every day... emoticon

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GRUNGEGODDESS 6/23/2013 2:28PM

  I am so sorry to hear that. My thoughts are with you and your family.

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