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Day 00: The exciting bit


Sunday, June 23, 2013

Whenever I get it in my head to go on another diet or weight-loss routine to get myself back into the athlete physique I once had, I get really really REALLY excited. Manic doesn't even describe it.

I scour the internet for new trends and fads and things that would afford the most amount of weight loss for the least amount of pain. I get really obsessed with my boxing or jogging or running. My brain dictates that I go on starvation mode, even though I technically should be eating in order to support the activity levels I achieve.

Then, after all that frantic activity for a week, I come down with something like a cough and I stop. OR I get massively drunk and find myself too hungover to be healthy and I stop.

I really don't want to stop, as I want to be HOT. This is the crux of the matter. I'm not your average fat slob with low self esteem. I am your gifted fat slob with confidence! And a sense of humour. Which, I think, translates into a sense of self that most people don't get until they're much older. Go, fellow fatties with a case of the funnies!

I digress. I want to be HOT because I'm already pretty sure of my personality, strengths, etc. I've gotten all the positive attention I could ever possibly want -- I just want my outsides to match my insides. :)
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DWROBERGE 6/23/2013 3:08AM

    Keep focused for success.

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PINKEUROGIRL 6/23/2013 1:51AM

    Good luck!!

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ZRIE014 6/23/2013 12:44AM

  you have to stay away from new trends and stick to what will work like exercise and cutting down on how much you eat. keep it at arm length away from you.

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