Friday, June 21, 2013
I have recently started dating. And it seems to me I am going to be single forever. The guys I am interested in aren't interested in me, and the ones I'm not interested in dating are interested in me. Does that make sense? Its so very frustrating. Here I am trying to turn ny life around and make myself my healthy and happy and I appear to be the woman that only attracts men that are unhealthy physically or mentally. I am really tired of being single. I have always been more attracted to guys that are thinner or somewhat athletic. But for some reason I am the girl that only attracts guys that are like 300 lbs. Ugh. I know this seems totally superficial and mean. I feel terrible. Especially because I am overlooked because of my weight. Just more motivation to get to the gym this morning. Tirrd of being the fat girl.