Thursday, June 20, 2013
Not one...not two...but THREE donuts! One of my co-workers brought them to work and then left them in the back office and I've had a really stressful night at work, crying babies, cranky guests, and just overall a really bad stressful night, and I told myself the donuts wouldn't make me feel any better (and they didn't) and I tried to eat a peach instead and smoke a cigarette, and it wasn't enough. I ate that first donut and then couldn't stop. I could but I didn't. I feel like crap now and pretty much hate myself, my lack of control, the way my body looks, all of it.