Thursday, June 20, 2013
Had to work hard yesterday not to get depressed. Showed up at court only to have my attorney tell me that the trial is not going to take place today. The judge wants us to meet with a parent coach - he thinks we can still work it out. What a joke!!!!! The ex does not compromise on anything, yet people that meet him for a matter of minutes think he is charming. If reading the deposition doesn't tell the judge how he really is I do not see what good a trial is going to do. I cried, was shocked and got angry. Now I am just numb. I feel like I am never going to get to put this part of my life in the past.
It is really hard not to give up. I am going to keep plugging though. It is hard to push through it though.