Thursday, June 20, 2013
Well the last few days I have been avoiding going back even though I got a new membership to a new gym. I think I am afraid to of success. I don't know because I do want this more than anything. I need this. I hate my thighs and I hate this huge stomach, I hate having large boobs. I just want to be again. The me I was comfortable in. This body has weight me down for too long and well tomorrow I am getting off my behind and hitting the gym. No more excuses. I love myself and I need to do this so I can love me for all that I have accomplished. My first goal is to lose 40 pounds. This will put me in onederland. Well, here I go. I got this I just know it. Thank you all for your kind words and being motivation along in this journey. Time to sleep. Night all!