Tuesday, June 18, 2013
I seem to be in a very bad place these days. I can't stay on track with my eating or exercising...and my stress level is way over the top. I hate my life, but I can't seem to see any way to make it better. I just want to go into my apartment, shut the door, and not see or talk to another living soul. I feel so detached from everyone and everything. My brain is just a jumble and I can seem to organize my thoughts...or my life....I got to find a way to get out of this dark place.
I know I sound like a broken record sometimes. Some of my problems are beyond my fixing, but there are things I could (and should) do to remedy some of my problems, but I just can't seem to see the solution or find the motivation to try.
I have decided to write a little something in a blog every day. In the past writing has been a great help to get my thoughts in order. I have a lot more thoughts going around in this old head of mine and I am going to try and get them all out of there and into words...it is just going to take a while.
Hope you all are patient with me. I will be doing this mainly for myself, but if you want to come along for the ride, you are all welcome.