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Tuesday, June 18, 2013

I seem to be in a very bad place these days. I can't stay on track with my eating or exercising...and my stress level is way over the top. I hate my life, but I can't seem to see any way to make it better. I just want to go into my apartment, shut the door, and not see or talk to another living soul. I feel so detached from everyone and everything. My brain is just a jumble and I can seem to organize my thoughts...or my life....I got to find a way to get out of this dark place.
I know I sound like a broken record sometimes. Some of my problems are beyond my fixing, but there are things I could (and should) do to remedy some of my problems, but I just can't seem to see the solution or find the motivation to try.
I have decided to write a little something in a blog every day. In the past writing has been a great help to get my thoughts in order. I have a lot more thoughts going around in this old head of mine and I am going to try and get them all out of there and into is just going to take a while.
Hope you all are patient with me. I will be doing this mainly for myself, but if you want to come along for the ride, you are all welcome.
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    Nothing is impossible! I am so sorry you are feeling so depressed and hopeless. I have been there! I stayed there for almost 5 years too! But I have made a committment to myself to quit worrying and let God handle it all. I have put my trust in Him and He has helped me these past two months lose 25 lbs! Now the exercise part I am still working on, but I know it will come. You need to find a support group or someone that you can talk to. It really helps to have someone to express your feelings to. If you have a church near you that has Stephen Ministers, they are trained just to listen, not give you advise or tell you what you are doing right or wrong, but just listen and provide support. I think that would be a big help for you! And you don't have to go to that church in order to be set up with a Stephen Minister. And it is free.
    1734 days ago
    Bigt, just know it that you are never alone in this. Sometimes we have some challenges that come our ways that are bigger than us, but we can start getting the small ones out of the way so that by the time we get to those big ones that looks insurmountable, our heads are clearer and we will always find a way through them.

    1734 days ago
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