Tuesday, June 18, 2013
After yesterday, weigh-in and the scales etc yesterday I am back on track. I have been good today. We are going to get some new scales, these scales had a bit of punishment with water spilling on them. We are going to get digital ones this time.
I am still working on being lighter for my 49th birthday. Not that we are going to do anything special. I just want to be lighter, and my birthday has often been a goal to get slimmer for. But this year I mean business
And next year I will be 50, of course I want bigger goals for then. I have been working on myself and goals for many years now. And I know myself, my shortcomings, my faults and flaws like never before. This year I have a gorgeous daughter who has got herself in a mess emotionally and physically she is showing it big time. I am going to show her a slim healthy mum. I am going to set her the best example, so she can get on and conquer her weight. We went through a lot of work last year my daughter and I. And I never had a mum to guide and support me while I was growing up, but I am going to be there to show my daughter a good example. So yes I am going to continue and I am going to do it. I also want to look into a different line of work. I can do that much better if I look healthy and get myself in shape. Right now my work is differcult because of my weight.
I've spent long enough being so fat. I've spent the first part of my life that way. Now, for the second part I am going to be healthy and ready for whatever comes my way. And I am going to enjoy it more than I would as a morbidly obese person. I mean that term even sounds so horrible
So, I am back on the road again. And I mean business