Sunday, June 16, 2013
I am getting discouraged with my self. I want to loose 2kg. but I don't? Who is the boss anyways? Each time I get close to my target, next day I do something stupid to sabotage my self. Why I do this I just can't figure out, YET!
What I am afraid of? What if I reach my goal? Those my world change? Am I afraid that I will not be able to blame any of my short coming on the fact that I am 2kg over my goal?
OH, heck too much mental gymnastics!