Sunday, June 16, 2013
Wow, been forever since I been on here, but I have not abandoned, just had some serious setbacks in life yet major progressions forward. I don't even know where to begin. My step daughter had her baby and it was a healthy baby girl. We made it through phase one and let's just say it was far from easy. We are on phase two. Phase two is getting her taking care of her kids and moving out on her own. We've had much success. My health struggled. My life is at a fine balance. I put my health on hold just to keep things moving forward or survival mode. My bio daughter called me, "Are you going to have surgery? or put on hold? or change your mind?" Her nice way of asking me why I not do yet. Well, I was honest with her and told her that I put it on hold until after baby is born. Well, baby came and I called and got it scheduled and I now have my defibrillator/pacemaker. I had Surgery on Tuesday. It is Saturday and I am very sore but doing well. Since baby has been born, mom has been forced to take care of her wee little ones and I am concentrating on ME. She has not found it easy but is finding out some of the rewards and seeing what she missed with her first one and regrets. My goal is working in what I tasked to happen for phase two. I have so much to write but need to go to bed. I will write more later, but know, my sparkfriends, I have not left nor abandoned.