Saturday, June 15, 2013
I know I have been bousting about how "good I feel " but last night that came to a halt . I went to a festival and bought tickets for a ride and when i got on the buckle wouldnt latch because I was to big for the ride. I was so embarrassed I literally cried from the time it happened until I went to sleep. Noone understands the pain and self hate I have for myself.. Im trying to change it but what do I do if it doesnt work? Im soo unhappy and I at 20 years old have given up on love lets face it no guy is attracted to whales.. I d
ont know im done trying.