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Saturday, June 15, 2013

So... Here I am. I've overcome so much in my life already, and yet the weight thing and the smoking thing still hold me prisoner. I'm ready to move on with my life and make it better. Stress will always be a part of life, and I need to find ways around it. I'm currently laid off, so I have plenty of time on my hands to work out. It's very possible that any new job I may get will have an hour commute each way. So when that time comes, I will need to figure out how to fit my workouts into my day. That's down the road, though. Right now, I just need to focus on getting moving again, and eating properly. As for quitting smoking, I'm not sure what I'm doing about that yet. I've already tried every method known to man to try and quit. I'll get there. One thing at a time, though! Actually, quitting smoking for 9 months helped me to pack on 40 pounds. Can you imagine how much it slows you down after packing on that much weight within 9 months? My whole body aches from it, and instead of walking 3.5 miles an hour like I use to, I now travel at about 2.5 and I sweat... a lot.

I know I sound very depressed. I'm very angry with myself for falling apart. BUT the fact remains that I know I can do it. All of it. I will do it one baby step at a time...
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    I am not a smoker but i know what over eating does to a body. You can do it. I know it is hard but you can. You also cant chage what is done so let it go and do something about it. i am so bossy

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