I went insane and now I get to quit drinking for a month without social censure. Score.

Friday, June 14, 2013

After my last blog I went completely insane and started mainlining tequila and then blacked out.

I know I have an issue with alcohol because occasionally I cannot stop myself before I get to that point. It maybe happens three times a year. The last time it happened was my birthday in February, after which I quit drinking for a month.

I intend to do the same thing this time and quit drinking for a month. Part of me thinks I got so blasted because I wanted an excuse to stop completely? After all, I blacked out in front of all of my friends so now none of them can question me when I say I don't wanna drink. And I suspect even the casual drinking was sabotaging my weight loss efforts.

But since that day (Sunday), well actually since the day after (Monday), because I was so hungover Monday I murdered half of a papa johns pizza (I know, disgusting) , I have been sticking to my plan like nobody's business! I even said no to a "relaxing" glass of wine at dinner last night with my husband. And so I was neither tempted to overeat dinner or to get dessert afterward! So I think I'm winning. Sort of.

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    You might be right about wanting to give yourself an excuse to stop....its hard to say what really goes on in the back of our brains...but hey, it worked!
    Good luck and don't stop trying!
    1737 days ago
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