Friday, June 14, 2013
Been through so much this past year, its scary for me to type.
Going through a rough battle with depression.
I went from one emotionally abusive man to a physical abusive relationship that caused me to be brainwashed and almost lose myself.
This past week I have been feeling better and setting goals and dreams.
I was lost in his control for almost 11 months and put up with humiliation, name calling, threats of burning down my home and yet I still loved him.
I worry that when he picks up his stuff I will fall under his spell again...
My plan is to pay for a storage unit so I wont have to see him or his friends...I dont want to become the focus of his anger by moving his things but I dont want to fall back into that trap of taking care of his things since he moved four hours away.
I am taking it one day at a time and coming back home to spark people where I had sucess in losing weight and making friends will aid me in my journey back to love myself again.