Thursday, June 13, 2013
Thank you again all of you for your support the other day. I chose not to blog yesterday because it was the same kind of crappy day at work and the family was just making it worse again. I ended the day on a very good note though. I did a 45 min Zumba workout and a 30 min Pilates. I needed the pilates to help my back, when it gets tight yoga or pilates seems to help. I felt so good like I had really got a good workout in yesterday. I really want it! I really wanna be happy and not have all this weight dragging me down. I have accomplished 13 (well technically 12.8 lbs) LOL I am so excited I am so looking forward to the 280's I am soooooo close.
I remember the first day I got my scale I step on it and freaked! I cried for a good hour about the number I saw on the scale. I know that 13 lbs isn't a lot compared to what my long term goal is but I am so happy to have come this far. See others success, my success, and all the support that I have here makes me think my life long desire to be comfortable in my body is possible. I walk taller and swing my hips a bit more. It is amazing how much more confidence 13 lbs can make.
In the beginning I was convincing myself that I had to try this one more time. I saw my starting photo (yep another freak session) and I couldn't believe I looked like that. Now I have now idea what I look like but I am a sexy mama! I know this because mentally I see who I have been all along just buried. I smile because these lbs can't hold me down anymore. I am way healthier and happier. I am actually toying with the idea of eventually wearing a bikini and if you know me that would never cross my mind. Not because I want to get attention, but just because I could. I have faked and faked and am starting to make it! I can't wait to say I have made it. Look for the blog in the future I faked it and I MADE IT! That is going to be my skinaversary!
Well you all have a bless and spectacular day!!!