Thursday, June 13, 2013
LOL I took a brief hiatus. Still lost some poundage and inches, which is good. I am gearing up for my 8k race on the 22nd. That will certainly prove to be challenging. I haven't been running as much so we shall see how it goes.
I never once thought the day would come that I would be told that I was skinny. Well guess what folks? That day has come! Boy am I amazed...and baffled...and unspeakably shy. A part of me knows that my body has changed dramatically, but the other, more wary and self-conscious part of me still sees me as the hurt and broken obese girl that no one would look twice at. That part of me expects that no one will take notice, so when they do, I am speechless and I have no idea how to react. Hope it gets easier. I'm working on it. Give me time.
So I have less than 10 pounds to go until I reach my goal and 3 pounds until I am at "normal" weight. But to tell you the truth, I feel good where I am at. I feel healthy and strong. I could be more toned though...still have a lil muffin top.
Also, I have to throw away all of my clothes. Seriously. It's kind of annoying to know that I only have one pair of jeans, 3 tshirts, 1 tank, 3 shorts, and 2 dresses that still fit. I don't have any underclothes that fit. And I don't have the funds to replace my wardrobe! If I was a DIY seamstress, I would totally take in all of my clothes, but alas I'm not.
My hope for you all is that you just enjoy this lovely summer!