I think I hit the breaking point yesterday . . . and decided I'm not going to break it! I'm gonna make it!
But it snuck up on me. . . . I wasn't having a particularly good day. Have not been feeling the best for a while. I'm tired of constant pain. I can't do the things I want to do . . . including my workout. And constant pain beats ya down after a while. blah.
I had to go into town to do some errands and shopping. My shoulder is hurting so bad I can't ride my motorcycle..... so I had to take my car. blah.
First stop, road construction. . . . repaving the road. Had to wait for them to finish so I could follow the pilot car. blah
Next, stop at the pharmacy. I had to wait 30 minutes for something that was supposed to be done before I got there. blah.
And then, I went to the grocery store to pick up some produce. It was all yucky and overpriced. blah.
The final straw . . . on my way to the check out, I see a huge display of Russell Stover chocolates.
ON SALE!!!! This is a sign!!!
I DESERVE THIS!!!
Then, my little SparkAngel was screaming in my ear . . .
AM I NUTS????
Ya wanna feel even worse????
So, I did just that . . . . I walked past them . . .
When I got home, I had a handful of yummy fresh strawberries.
I still felt blah . . . but I feel better today.
I know that if I'd bought/eaten the chocolate, I would have been SO disappointed in myself. I would NOT have felt better. It would have made matters even worse.
But today I feel even more determined, empowered to succeed. I feel like that one decision was a huge hurdle. And I did it. I made the right decision.
If it is to be, it IS up to me.