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Wednesday 6-12-13

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

I don't really have a lot to say but i know that the more that I invest here the more motivated and focused that I stay. It helps. for those of you that are new to this you have to find the thing that works for you and stick with it for me its the blog posts that hold me accountable and make sure that I show up. Its also a good reminder of how far I have come. There will be a day when the decisions that I struggle with become second nature to me a day when I do not have to fight for every tiny victory. For now I fight I struggle I slip I make mistakes and I begin again. I wear every victory with pride and I sag a little under the pressures of my mistakes. I strive to do my very best each and everyday I find my solace in the words that I leave here the emotions that plague me can find there way to the surface in an environment where there are people that have at some point felt at least half of what I feel and I love that. I fight a battle against a demon that I cannnot see but that is more real than any nightnmare that anyone can dream. I don't want to be unhealthy or overweight but in a world full of temptation its easier to say yes than it is to say no. Its easier to put off till tomorrow what I should have done today but that is the way it is and for now I will keep coming here and taking comfort in the fact that for a few minutes out of the day I can take the time to refocus my energies on something positive and productive. :)
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