Wednesday wet, weary... but going to change it all
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
I am going to turn this wet, weary day around. I slept okay but have a back ache and pain,a bit of a sore thumb and elbow so all in all that isn't too bad. NOT everywhere is hurting. Nothing like the past summer of sciatica lol that is my name for that summer.
I am a tad down, one that darn long term stresses me, not knowing if we will pay our mortgage come sept is so worriesome, even though I KNOW I KNOW worry doesn't get you anywhere. So mostly I just stop and think it will work out and then leave it be, cos truth be told I am a worrier from generations back lol hard to change but am doing way better than before.
Also now this is somewhat silly but hey it's me. I get down and it is when I start thinking I want to have a country house, I do mean in the country but also mean more country decorating, not all the kitchy stuff but a nice dec. I am constantly looking at country home, country living, country decorating. I have a binder full of stuff I hve cut out since the early 80s!!! Said to hubby yesterday as we were driving home from store in a somewhat upscale residential area.( not where I want to live), wonder if we will ever have part of our dreams. his is the rv, mine is the country house.... Ironically, I can make mine more country, just some is cash some is just not doing it...ie making a quilt, knitting an afghan, I had our country house more decorated like that with some of the stuff we got when we lived in the states, but not into the little decorations, I want it to be country nice not messy. lol
Okay off to start a gf, cereal mix that you make let sit for 24 hrs then bake crumble and enjoy! New one but need something otehr than eggs, and oatmeal, although it hasn't gotten too warm for oatmeal much yet.
Cya and I will turn the mood around, hubby has dentist apt and I will go to the library nearby while he is there...........