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Diary of a Fat Girl

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

June 12th 2013

Why am I doing this? Am i looking for sympathy from others around me, will I crave the support and motivation that I need to move forward - will this really work for me?

Questions, always questions but no answers insight.

So today has started off like any other day, I'm exploring my options as usual, thinking of how great I would feel if I didnt have all this weight on me and how great I would look in a new slimmer wardrobe, but in the back of my mind I'm always thinking if this will work - I mean cmon I've tried everything else, why would this work?

So I'm sitting here setting up my goals, looking at inspirational quotes and pictures of how I eventually want to look. I have this strange feeling in my stomach - what is this feeling? I'm not sure what it is but it definitely gives me hope that I can do this!

ONly time will tell - but lets get this started!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
ALAINEBUG 6/22/2013 4:23PM

    First, you have to change that title girl! Learning to love yourself and doing things that make you feel good will be paramount to your success! You are beautiful! (don't mean to sound to harsh, we have all said it and felt it; but now it is time to change; walk on the wild side)

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SAWYERPATTI 6/12/2013 10:49AM

    Welcome to SprkPeople. This is different. You can do this. Be brave.
Patti emoticon

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MOMMY2MADILYN 6/12/2013 12:24AM

    Hello and Welcome!!
Of course you CAN do this! You CAN reach your goals! I'll be here cheering you on!! emoticon

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GYPSY901 6/11/2013 11:09PM

    I was just like you! I started and stopped so many diets, but all of a sudden it just clicked for me. Just decide that you are worth it, and allow yourself to succeed! I am happy to contribute motivation to you at any time!! You can do it!

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MEGGERS1495 6/11/2013 10:05PM

    thank you so much for posting this! it sounds exactly like me! i am glad to hear someone is in the same boat as i am! good luck with everything you do and try your best to reach your goals!

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BLAYNESGAMMY 6/11/2013 9:06PM

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BAHAMAMARG 6/11/2013 8:55PM

    Wow - you sound just like me! I too have written a couple of blogs wondering who I'm doing it for. Self doubt is a huge obstacle for us. I'm just trying to take one day at a time - I love reading the inspiring stories, and struggles posted here. It's amazing to realize that we are not alone and that someone, somewhere has been in our position and has overcome!

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Good luck!

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ROBBIEY 6/11/2013 8:47PM

  You can do this!
Think positive thoughts and positive things will happen

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